Showing posts with label Waking Up. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Waking Up. Show all posts

Friday, September 25, 2020

Waking Up in a Strange Room

25/09/2020 –  Poem a Day Compilation



I threw my feet over the edge of the bed

And felt the cold of the boards on my toes.

I stretched and stood,

Then sat back down again.



It was way too early for me to be awake

And my eyes were still adjusting to the dark.

I stood up once more,

This time finding my feet.



I was not ready for the day ahead of me

And my bleary eyes searched the room.

What was I looking for?

Oh, that’s right – light switch.



The light made me recoil and shade my eyes

Like some kind of spaced out vampire.

I wasn’t even hungry,

It was too early for food.



I opened the suitcase and stared at the contents,

Hoping for a flash of inspiration for what to wear.

Anything would do.

But not that. Or that.



I was sure I’d packed the only comfy bra I owned,

The one where the underwire didn’t dig in,

The straps didn’t slide,

And just hinted at cleavage.



I tossed the whole bag looking for it

Throwing aside the entire wardrobe

Previously ironed

And packed so neatly.



And hadn’t I packed that black top as well,

The one with the gold and bronze squiggly lines

That went with the black skirt

That I also couldn’t see.



Maybe I just needed to have a shower

And perhaps it would wake me up a bit.

So, I grabbed my toiletries

And the provided towel.



The warm water flowed deliciously over me,

And I closed my eyes as the bubbles ran away.

This was heaven;

Worth getting up for.



I wrapped the giant, fluffy towel around me.

It wasn’t like the scratchy ones at home.

Like a big hug

From an old friend.



As I walked out of the bathroom I saw it,

Hanging on the back of the door,

My skirt and top,

And my comfy bra. 



And all was good with the world.

Tuesday, April 28, 2020

Waking Up


28/04/2020 - Iso Well-Being Compilation



What is this fog that has lifted from my eyes?

I have woken, and seen reality.



All my fears that I have carried with me

Are stretched out before me.



None slain by the harsh light of day.

Every wound only in my side.



The echoes of a thousand pages unread

Filling my ears with silence.



A condemnation by my own vanity

That I should be loved.



What fate worse than death is now here?

It is my friend, obscurity.



Swallowed by the void of human insecurity

Played out as bravado.



Connections lie tenuously across space and time

Waiting to be ripped apart.



It may be the most innocuous of comments,

Taken out of context.



Perhaps a joke played out too many times,

Its novelty worn thin.



A genuine offer rejected without thought

For a better, fleeting one.



A call for help unheard or ignored outright

Because it’s too much trouble.



Trust has been forsaken in this world.

Never to be rebuilt.



There lies a chasm between the façade

And what lies within.



The idea that these words carry weight

Breaks the heart in two.



Bring back that all-encompassing haze

Where I can hide.



Let me secrete myself somewhere safe

Beyond the terrible truth.



What worth there may be residing in me

Is a shallow pool, indeed.



Never topped up, it drains ever more,
Leaving but an empty shell.