Showing posts with label confidence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confidence. Show all posts

Monday, May 31, 2021

Surrounded

19/04/2021 - Poem a Day Compilation



I am surrounded by the pressure

To be more than I am

And sometimes I don’t know

How I’m supposed to deal with that



The pressure isn’t from anywhere else

But inside my own mind

And I argue with myself endlessly

About what I should be doing



I wish I had the confidence

To achieve what I tell myself I should

Maybe one day I will

But today is not that day

Saturday, March 20, 2021

Dragons in the Outfield

12/03/2021 – Poem a Day Compilation



He threw pitches like a canon

Strikes by the dozen

Three up, three down

And clean sheets galore



But his turns at bat were not so grand

Swinging at balls

And watching clean hits

Sail straight into the catcher’s mitt



When he did make contact

It wasn’t always fair

Flying foul more oft than not

Or finding a fielding glove



His coach was at a loss

At training the balls would fly

Clearing fielders and fencing

Homers coming every other pitch



So he went to see a psychologist

Who came to see him play

And diagnosed his problem

Almost immediately



A strange fear took over

When facing those blistering balls

And the wise old psychologist

Knew just what to do



She gave him a new persona

A character he could become

The sorcerer of scoring

And it seemed to do the trick



The very next game he got on base

And stole his way around

Getting home to thunderous applause

From his teammates in the dugout



From then on, his stats improved

And his confidence rocketed

The runs came thick and fast

But that home run was elusive



Then one rain soaked, soggy day

With the clay heavy underfoot

The crack of bat on ball was heard

And the infield watched it soar



It was pure magic as he rounded first

And continued onto second

Then third and home soon followed

As the ball cleared the fence



He’d overcome his demons,

The monkey off his back,

And all it had taken was

Defeating the dragons in the outfield

Friday, December 18, 2020

A Modern Fairytale

18/12/2020 – Poem a Day Compilation



Once upon a time

There was a writer who was very sad

Because her words would not come to her

They were behaving very bad



They teased her relentlessly

And would not work as a team

They played mischief with her mind

Like a nightmare, not a dream



She looked out into the sky above

And wished upon a star

That she’d find some inspiration

That her reputation, it wouldn’t mar



Then the heavens opened up

Lightening flashed thick and fast

Thunder cracked over head

And a spell, it was cast



Her fingers flew across the keys

Injecting a magic to her story

It was like nothing else that she had written

And would cover her with glory



Before she knew the night was over

And the sun peered over the horizon far

But her masterpiece, it was complete

Ready to sell at the bazaar



She phoned every publisher

But every door slammed in her face

She was as yet undiscovered

She had yet to find her place



What little feedback she received

Was like a dagger to her chest

She’d poured out her heart and soul

And she’d tried her very best



As she poured over library books

On how to become a better writer

A woman sat down opposite her

And she suddenly felt much lighter



“I see you are a writer,”

The wise old woman said

And the writer peeked over her book

With a sense of fear and dread



“Oh, don’t be afraid, my dear,

I’m hear to help you out

They call me fairy godmother

But you can call me Bubblesprout



“That’s not my real name, you know

It’s my nom de plume

And I think it rather suits me

But it’s you I’ve come to groom.”



The writer put down the book

And looked this woman up and down

She appeared to be quite grandmotherly

But dressed in a grandiose ballroom gown.



The writer thought herself imagining

When Bubblesprout stood up

She thought she saw actual sparkles

And was that an actual buttercup?



She followed her in a daze

To where she’d parked her car

“Oh, no, this will never do”

She exclaimed as if a movie star



With a flourish, she produced a wand

And waved it round and round

Muttering incoherent words

Until the car could not be found



In its place a carriage stood

Adorned with gold and jewels

But no one walking by seemed to care

Were they blind or just poor fools?



“Are we going to meet a prince?”

Asked the writer in disbelief

Bubblesprout smiled then laughed

And answered “Oh, good grief!



“What do you want a prince for?

What you need is an editor in chief

To turn your beautiful work of art

Into something beyond belief.”



The writer smiled and laughed herself

And handed over the manuscript

She caught her breath in anticipation

And a beat in her heart was skipped



The pages fluttered as if enchanted

Words rearranging themselves

A wonderfully crafted cover formed

The book ready to hit the shelves



“How long will this magic last?”

The writer queried in earnest

And Bubblesprout turned to her

With a look that was the sternest



“This magic is within you

Whenever you choose it,

You never needed me at all

It’s yours when you want to use it.”



And with that she disappeared

Leaving only a puff of smoke

The writer sitting in her car

Wondering if she’d had a stroke



But there on the passenger seat

Sat a book so finely bound

And tucked between its pages

A card was to be found



Upon the card was the name

Of a publisher of high repute

Who could see the writer’s vision

And plan a campaign to suit



The writer then lived

Happily ever after

In a world that celebrated her

And joined in her laughter



Now, I know what you’re all thinking:

What kind of absurdity is this?

That’s not how publishing works

There’s something terribly amiss



And while you’re probably right

You’re also probably wrong

Because with the help of a good editor

You know it can’t be long



How long long is is difficult

To put a specific number on

But when it happens, look out

Through bookstore doors you’ll swan



So have faith in your abilities

Get your own Bubblesprout

Because rejections are going to happen

But one day you’ll get to shout



THIS is my book

And it’s not a fairytale

It’s as real as real can be

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