Out of the quarrel with others we make rhetoric; out of the quarrel with ourselves we make poetry. (W.B. Yeats) Here lies that which is inside no more, that which burns my mind and must be expelled. Here lies the greatest of all inventions. Here lies words.
Monday, January 25, 2021
Judgement
The judge didn’t see me
Standing before them
Needing a chance –
Not to be a better person,
Not to live a better life,
Not to make amends
But to have my truth believed
And to live my life a free man –
And all they saw was
The colour of my skin.
Justice should be blind.
It shouldn’t see race
Or gender
Or sexual orientation
Or economic status.
The same crime
Should attract the same process,
The same presumption of innocence,
The same considerations,
And the same sentence.
I didn’t kill my wife –
I was in police custody at the time
From drunk and disorderly
And I spent the night alone
In the local watchhouse
As my wife was dying,
As she lay in the hospital bed.
As her killer escaped,
And I was only released
In time to see her pass.
There are far too many stories
Of miscarriages of justice,
Of wrongful convictions
Of lives ruined,
Because of the prejudices
That people carry with them
All through their lives,
Unable to separate their opinion
From their professional actions
And the rule of law.
The police beat me
Until I was broken,
Until I gave in,
Until I confessed
To a crime I didn’t do –
A crime I couldn’t have done –
And I wanted it to stop
But because I was coloured
I knew it never would
And so did they.
The judge sits as the arbiter of truth
And if their judgement is clouded
By racism,
By sexism,
By homophobia,
Justice can never be served
And the experience of the accused
Regardless of the outcome
Will not be what it should be
And they will be scarred.
The prosecution didn’t question
The tainted evidence provided
By corrupt police
More interested in an arrest
Than the truth or justice
And even the confession of another man
Could not persuade them
I did not deserve this treatment,
I did not need to be tried,
I did nothing wrong.
They already have scars
From the events in their lives
That led to the point
Of them standing in the dock
Waiting for a judge
To make a call
To decide their fate
To let them live
Rather than giving them life
Or handing down death.
I spent almost seven years
Serving time for a crime I didn’t commit
Until the record of detainment,
My alibi that was ignored,
Was “found” and brought to light
So that I might be set free,
So that the perpetrator might be found,
So that my innocence might be proven
And I could finally grieve
For my wife and for those years lost.
I would love to say
That my country is immune
But that would be a lie,
A scandalous one at that,
Because records exist
Because people remember
Because convictions are overturned
And we must continue to fight
For what separates us
From lawlessness and injustice.
No police had action taken against them –
They suffered nothing for my ordeal –
While I languished without hope
The continued on with their lives
And no judge questioned their integrity
While mine was soon discarded
Convicted not for what I’d done but
Because of who I am,
Because of how I look,
Because I am an Aborigine.
(Based on the 1984 conviction of Kelvin Condren for the murder of his wife, Patricia Carlton, after being coerced by police to confess, despite his alibi being his detainment by police. Condred was released in 1990 after his alibi was proven, a witness recanted saying that their statement had also been coerced, and another person - a white man - provided an affidavit confessing to the crime, though that person was never convicted due to mental health concerns.)
Friday, August 28, 2020
You Are Wrong
You are wrong in every conceivable way.
I cannot begin to fathom how wrong
It is possible for one person to be,
Yet here we are.
When we met, I didn’t realise
How ideologically opposed we were
Because you camouflaged your true identity
To ingratiate yourself.
Maybe I missed all the warning signs
And wanted to see the best in you –
I’d set the bar so low without knowing
And the likes of you slipped through.
I’m sorry to say it took me too long
To call you out on your bigotry
And when I did it felt so good
And you took it so very badly.
You reacted like the child you are,
Throwing your proverbial toys from the pram,
And I was one of those toys your tossed
But you’re not getting me back.
You’ve made your bed to lie in
By choosing division over acceptance,
Your compassion chip not functioning
Nor your humanity interface.
I hope, one day, you’ll see the light
But I won’t hold my breath and wait.
I don’t ever want to hear your voice
And I won’t answer the phone when you call.
I don’t understand how you can’t see
That we are all just human beings
Trying to survive this thing called life
And our differences are miniscule.
The colour of my skin doesn’t matter,
It won’t change whether I’m kind or mean,
Unless you make it an obstacle to overcome
When it never was for me.
The language that comes from my mouth
Has no bearing on my intelligence
Though I marvel at those among us
Who can converse in many tongues.
What greater gift than diversity
May be bestowed upon our land?
The melting pot includes us all
And we should treasure every soul.
Your hatred burns inside your heart
And grinds your thoughts to dust;
But your vitriol will never reach my ears
Now that you have been cast aside.
Tuesday, June 23, 2020
On the Field
20/06/2020 – Iso Well-Being Compilation
Hey, black fella, do your trick.
Kick that ball like we know you can.
But don’t think for even one second
That what happens on this field of play
Allows you to be one of us
And don’t you dare to raise your voice,
We don’t want no uppity black man here.
Can you hear the rabid hatred burn
Deep in their heart of hearts?
They can’t bear to be told a truth
That others have known for so long.
We weep with sorrow, with grief, with rage
For too many honoured men cut down
By such tiny minds as they
Who cast dispersions based on melanin.
Winmar raised his shirt so proud
And pointed to his skin so brown
And in that one iconic frame
Became a saviour and the devil made.
His act, not so defiant, yet
A statement to those who would tear him down
That no one could see and then ignore
The devil that day wore skin of white.
But the story ends not with one man
And a jumper raised in silent protest
But continues on until this day
With no regard for fellow man.
Goodes by name, and deed as well,
Taunted by a merciless mob
Who saw not a member of the human race
But an ape, a beast, a soulless animal.
That none saw the horror then
Of seeing who had launched such bile
And none heard the calls from his own lips
For compassion for this uneducated child.
Driven from our fair game
By those who hide their face in the crowd
Until another takes their place
And bear the brunt of privileged hate.
Betts, the latest in a line too long,
Has born this vilification for too many years
And seen his pleas for equality
Fall at the feet of unfeeling yobs.
Though maybe now his words can be heard
When so many take a knee
To honour teammates past and present
Who wore the jumper just as they.
Three men of greater character
You could never hope to find
And so easily they could have folded
Into the shame we all must bear.
But to their everlasting credit
They won’t stand silent or play the part
Of a performing monkey in a cage
When, on the field, they are the best of men.