24/02/2021 – Poem a Day Compilation
I hate it when you work the night shift.
The bed feels empty without you.
I don’t sleep properly not having you near
Though I slept for years on my own.
The kids have had their dinner
And I wonder if you’ll eat at all tonight
Because 6pm might be meal time here
But it’s the beginning of work for you.
I sometimes wish it would rain
So the crims would stay at home.
They’re no different from the rest of us,
They don’t want to be out in a storm.
Life here is dictated by routine,
By 9pm the babies are tucked up in bed,
But I don’t know where you are
Or what you’re having to face.
While I’m cleaning up the house
You’re cleaning vomit out of your car
From the drunk you’ve had to haul in
For picking a fight with a guy twice his size.
It’s just gone midnight but I can’t close my eyes.
You’re only half way through your shift
And I should be sound asleep
But there’s a feeling in my gut that won’t let me.
I will worry about you ‘til you return
And I can hold you safe in my arms.
My dreams are haunted when you’re away
Then I wake feeling like I haven’t slept.
I look at the clock and it’s not quite 3am.
Here, it is quiet and quiet can be
But I know you’re in the thick of it
And I wish you weren’t.
They say it gets easier to handle
But I can’t see how that is.
You are my world, my everything,
And I’d die without you here.
The 6am alarm is going off
But I’m already awake.
I think about hitting snooze
But I’m not sure there’s any point.
The sun is starting to rise now.
I know you’ll be home soon
But this is the time I fear most
Because last call outs are the worst.
But I know you’re in the right place
And you’ll come back to me each time.
I’ll get some restful sleep one day,
I just don’t know when that will be.
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