19/02/2021 – Poem a Day Compilation
For Joshua Garrett and his mother, Katt
In the future I will be brave
But right now, I want to scream
I long to hold you in my arms
And hear your plaintiff cries
In the future I will remember you
When others just want to forget
Because thinking of you is hard
But forgetting would be worse
In the future I want to hear your name
Said with all the love in the world
Because you were here and I love you
Though you were barely two months old
In the future I want to reminisce
About the time we had with you
But people won’t even mention you
For fear of how they’ll feel
In the future I will still grieve
But I want there to be happy tears
When I think of that precious time we had
And not how you’re no longer here
In the future I want to celebrate you
And what you meant to me
Not hide your memory away inside
Like a secret of which to be ashamed
In the future I will say your name
For everyone to hear
For you are a part of me
To which I will never say goodbye
This poem brought me to tears. It must be so difficult to have to deal with this & grieve quietly 💔💔
ReplyDeleteIt is a grief I am glad to have not experienced first hand.
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